i cannot see my blog again :( i always have to go back to my archives link so that my blog will appear if not it will be blank. is it because i changed to gmail account? ever since i switched account (which was forced because blogger wouldnt let me blog if i didnt) i cant view my updated posts and now, my blog. blogger is so screwed! so i thought something may be wrong with my template and i changed into a new one. in the end i still cannot see! why like that?!

on a happier note, exams are in 23 days! imagine my excitement. woohoo.

and on a seriously much happier note, my hongkong trip with adeho and yaoyueru has been confirmed! we're leaving on the jetplane (literally, cuz we're taking the budget crammy jetstar) from 29th may to 1st june. i cannot wait to go HONGKONG! a certain li mei hui cant come with us since she had been there for like a million times already. nah, just an overstatement. at least 2 times.

and the happiest note of all, my dear michie-itchy-witchy-nini is coming back to singapore in june! YAY. unfortunately miss li, i have a special term from june-july to clear my elective. but im sure we'll have time to go out!

i dont know what to choose for my year 2 specialisation. i happen not to like any of the choices theyve given us.

♥ 12:59 PM

my template was screwed up cuz i accidentally removed some code. HAHA. and i thought blogger hates me. then i thought something's wrong with my latest post so i deleted it. anyway i was saying i got a new toy! samsung z720 from the ultra edition. black, slim & sleek. i love :D

reub came just now to fix for me another monitor. it was his old samsung lcd which he got in secondary school for doing well in his O's. so since he has just got himself a new monitor, he decided to pass me his full-of-sentimental-value monitor. haha he and his nonsense. meanwhile the sharp monitor he gave me earlier on has served me well so, early retirement to it!

29 more days to my first paper. ANXIETY.

♥ 10:56 PM

i think i may have been a tad too diabetic for the last part of my previous post. HAHA.

i wanna complain about this army "friend" of reub's. recall that i went out with his group of army friends last friday to have dinner and catch a movie. so this guy called faggot-EUGENE saw me and then badmouthed me to the other guys. and you know what of all things he said about me? that i have zero dress sense. i wanna slap him can!!! just because i was wearing t-shirt and jeans that day! and he said,"Who will wear zara top and levi's jeans together one?" wah lao. i seriously wanna slapx2 him. did he expect me to wear mini skirt and tube top when going out with a group of guys i dont know except for my boyfriend?! c'mon lah im not that sort of girl plus i dont dress so nicely to school (i went straight after my lessons). so what is his problem. and how did i come to know about this? because the other friends told reub about it. and faggot-EUGENE has always had the reputation of badmouthing about everybody. even that day i caught him telling james that reub was irritating. please faggot-EUGENE, if you wanna badmouth about people at least do it with skill and with discretion (i know its not like he will ever see my blog but i just feel good talking like this). i seriously, seriously wanna slapx3 him. oh and the funniest thing was, know what faggot-EUGENE was clad in that day? BAGGY T-SHIRT (brandless), BAGGY JEANS (brandless), SLINGBAG (brandless + sling until can touch the floor kind) WITH A SHOEBAG ATTACHED (brandless). you see, im not being materialistic here because i use brandless stuff too but it was him who had the audacity to criticise me first. at least my t-shirt and jeans GOT BRAND OKAY! i just wanna slapx4 him till his face turns red like a baboon's backside.

on a happier note, F1 is starting its new season and the first qualifying round will be taking place in adelaide this saturday! shall see kimi raikkenon (dont know how to spell his name) fly in his ferrari team which he just joined and whether alonso will keep his championship title as he hops from renault to mclaren.

♥ 7:43 PM

i've caught 2 awesome movies so far.

300 in a nutshell: tells a story about how the boys in sparta (that country really existed!) were trained from young to become warriors and that was how leonidas was trained since he was little and then thrown into the cold winter night when he was just a teenager with the beasts. eventually he returned alive with a wolf's skin and thus proved that he was indeed a strong fighter. so when he grew up, he became the king. then the persians wanted to conquer their country cuz it was so small. leonidas then led his 300 strongest spartan warriors to fight the war with the persians. what happened eventually is for you guys to find out! the movie was rated M18 for battle violence, but i thought it was still quite alright. not that gory. what i loved about the film was that the spirit of the spartans was truly amazing and admiring. they never retreat, never escape. they fight. and their abs were woah! perfectly carved and shaped. hahaha. by the way i watched the show yesterday with reub and his army friends at marina square. and one of his army friends was james! that james whom my dear jiani had a crush on when she was sec 2 and him, sec 4. omg how small can singapore get still? anyhoo he seemed quite earnest and enthusiastic about meeting jiani after his 6 years of graduation from ctss. haha and he was blushing when i recounted how jiani used to go gaga over him. sorry jiani!

hannibal rising in a nutshell: i think the setting of the movie took place during the WWII, in russia? haha cant remember. it was a late night movie with reub around 1 week ago. anyway there were 2 children whose parents got killed, then they were alone in the house during winter, then some bad russian guys (??) saw the house and immediately occupied it, then cuz winter no food, so they resorted to eating one of the children- hannibal's younger sister. then i think they left the house after eating his sister. then hannibal ran out of the house and was found by some other good soldiers. then he was sent to the orphanage. he then escaped out of the orphanage to find his aunt (played by GONG LI! imagine my shock when i saw her appearing) who was living in paris. then he became the youngest person to be admitted into a medical school. then he studied human parts and began his search to hunt down the guys who ate his sister. and that was how hannibal lector became a cannibal. he had always been abnormal and violent, then when he found those guys he ate their cheeks (cuz that was what those guys did to his sister). anyway he even had an affair with his aunt. how weird! but anyway, i bet you're lost now cuz you dont get what i am talking about so never mind. i like the show still because i thought hannibal had a very sad life. and the guy acting as hannibal is cute (michie said he looks like fag. how mean).

i went to malacca today. haha! totally a waste of my time.
i have never mention how much i love reuben. i dont know why but i suddenly have the urge to say that. my love for him is the deep deep kind, even though we've only been together for barely 2 years ++ (by the way this is my longest relationship). it is like i will be wishing for time to pass faster so that i can get married to him. i know this sounds insane but i am speaking the truth. HAHA. my heart will only feel complete when i am with him, like he is the missing jigsaw puzzle in my life that i have been searching high and low for all those while. i guess this is very sweet as well as dangerous at the same time. it is the feeling that you are so certain that person is The One and yet somehow something bad may happen and you have to split up with The One who will then become The Supposed One. i dont want that feeling to come true. i will be devastated should reuben leave me one day because i will never ever do that. i am sure he is the person i want to share my rollercoaster ride with.
oh no, i am getting emo.

♥ 10:11 PM